Oh my god, I've been SO busy. @_@ Busy to the point of breaking. I'm only online right now so I can vent. Then I'm gonna go relax. Man, do I need it.

So it's basically come to this: I have to go out two or three times a week for hours at a time applying to tons of places. Like today for example, I was out for almost four hours, applied to nine places. That brings the total to... I dunno, at the VERY least 25 in the last two weeks? It's some ridiculously high number that I don't feel like remembering at the moment.

But yeah, it doesn't help that my parents keep DRILLING into my skull that I have to go out and get a job. Like I don't know that already. I'm well aware that I need a job... heck, I'm 19 and haven't even had one yet. It's been that bad. I really thought stress was gonna end after I finished exams a few weeks back, but no, it's gotten even WORSE. Lovely. I'm getting close to the breaking point, I need somebody to hire me so I can get this monkey off my back. It's driving me absolutely INSANE.

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Also, yeah, don't expect the show back anytime soon. My summer's not gonna be settling down in the near and not-so-near future. What with the job hunt, and then the annual, week-long family beach trip at the end of June. Plus my brother's graduating elementary school, then my sister's graduating high school. When my sister graduates, we're having a huge party, relatives are coming from Florida and Chicago and wherever else they live to see her graduate like they did for me last year.

Don't expect too much of me for the coming weeks, not gonna be around too much. I know this is the first update in, like, four weeks on this journal, but it's not gonna get any more frequent.

Well, I've gotten that venting out of my system. Now to relax... *collapses on bed*